30 August 2006
爱一个人，就大声的说出来吧。
If you love or have a lil feeling for someone, tell him/her!
Why keep it deep down inside you and expect the other party to speak up first?
You won't know. Maybe he/she is waiting for you to make the first move!
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LOL. I must be crazy.
Kinda influenced by the book Im reading now.
Booo. Read 3 books since this week. =D
And Im so proud of it. Hahaha.
Speedy eh.
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Anyway, cycling tomorrow! Better have an early night.
Tired like hell now.
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Short entry.
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If you miss me, gimme a call then.
=D
Left`alone
8/30/2006 11:06:00 PM™
29 August 2006
I forwarded a message that says something like this.
"If I have only 15more minutes left in this world, what will you say to me?"
Well, I am kind of amazed by some of my friends' reply.
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MaRui: She asked me to leave all my cai can[fortune] with her cuz Im a nice person! Hahha.
Funnny ah. And I replied her that maybe all my fortune consist of debts. Then good luck to her. Hooho.
KaiBoon: He says he will reply 15mins later. Inhumane creature! Hah.
Like wth. RIGHT?
Hah.
Kevin: He says he will go cycling with me for 15mins, provided that I have the energy to. You know, dying person doesn't have that much of energy ya. Haha. But his answer is cooooool, and I love it. Remember?? I've been bugging them to go cycling with me. Ya la. So thoughtful of him.
So unlike Boon. Haha. Reply me 15mins later. humph.
HaoSong: He will rush down to meet me instead! Haaa. Why waste time on saying stuff? Ya right. I love this answer too. Why waste time..
Why why why..
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Peeps, treasure the people around you now.
You won't know when they will leave.
Left`alone
8/29/2006 11:07:00 PM™
Boon called in the evening, asking me out to design the logo for CO.
Since Im so free, and gonna meet SuHeng later on, I went.
But ah, this logo-design event ended me up being late for 50mins?? =x
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Kevin, boon and me. 3 of us sitting at my house's void deck and started designing.
Not bad I can say. For me and Kevin. Boon didn't come up with any design. Hahaha.
Eh~ u still owe us one design ah.
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Train-ed to Orchard to meet SuHeng. So paiseh for being late la.
Luckily he's nice and wasn't angry. So gentleman. Heee.
Was kinda late, so we din't watch any movie.
Ended up walking around Orchard. But it wasn't bad.
Aiya, movie.. can watch it anytime and anywhere we want.
Hahahaha.
Then we sat down and chatted for awhile.
He's a nice guy to be with ya. Interesting. And full of stupid questions.
And the 'copycat' thingy started again.
Not as if I copy on purpose la. I mean it!
Hahaa.
Nice day I had.
*smiles.*
Left`alone
8/29/2006 12:00:00 AM™
28 August 2006
What a day.. My mood had just gone on a roller coaster I tell you.
Up and down.
ZOOOM and WHOOOOPPP.
Remember earlier on, Im so fucking pissed; by the smoking issue.
And just I thought that I will go to sleep with that pissingly-foul mood, he IM-ed me.
He as in Daryl ya.. right..? I think you're reading.
And I understand all those that I didn't manage to understand in the past.
Not that I din't manage to understand, but I can't confirm what's true and what's not.
But after he told me all that was on his mind, I understand. I really do.
You know, I cried. No. Teared. =x
Just too happy and relieved? Glad? Delighted? Over the moon?
Aiya. Im happy that he told me all those.
Really am. Really really am.
Today shall be my happiest day. =)
InDenial is going to be 1yrs old soon. He commented that its layout is boring. Dull, gothic.
But hey, this dull boring and gothic layout accompanied me through my ups and downs, tears and laughters.
Simply love my blog ya.
To think that yesterday I read my old old damn freaking old archives, the first few mths in using this blog, and i did feel sad. Very very sad. You know, upon knowing how things could change through such a short period of time.
Maybe in your mind, it seems long. Long enough for you to forget. But in reality, it is really short. Damn short that you still can remember it vividly upon some refreshing.
Let bygones be bygones. =D
Im glad that you're doing fine, and Im glad that I know you are doing fine.
The latter is more important ya.
Aiya.. What a day for me.
I hope, sincerely hope, that things will be better after today, after being through the ups and downs today.
Everyday will be a nice, sunny and cheerful day for me.
Aw.. I can't wait to chat with you.
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Anyway, there's more stuff for me to look forward to.
Movie and shopping with SuHeng later? Later as in Monday.. It's already after 12 now. So it's Monday!
Night cycling with the guys on Thursday? Ya la. Kevin they all la.
And I hope that it will be fun.
Mentioned that I wanna go cycling and Kevin said that I might be running on high fever.
Wth la. Cycling is good what.
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And I realise something. Although I am pissed with that someone, I won't really do anything except for some rantings in the beginning. I merely shouted out that I hope they die earlier from smoking. 'They' cuz there were 2 of them there. That's all I did to vent my anger.
After that, though Im still pissed, I din't do anything when they are around. I figured out that I have no rights to be pissed at him, rights as in officially rights. Maybe as a friend ya. But still, not that 'close' [I have no idea what word to use. 'Close' doesnt seem right anyway] to show him that Im really pissed. Aiya. Like when Im pissed at my ex, I would tell him straight off. But i won't do that to someone like him, whom I ain't close with.
Understanddd???
But the thought of it made me go crazy.
Im still pissed la. But the happiness had overcame the anger.. So i feel rather happy now. =D
And the someone who 'activated' the whole piss-me-off thing had apologised.
So, i shall let it go?
And and and, I think my pissed off mood had an effect on everyone, as in the guys.
Apparently, they all smoke. =.=
....
But the actual 'someone' still puzzled me.
I asked. But I don't understand his answer. Or maybe, he is trying to just come up with an answer for the sake of answering.
I don't think he's that kind of person.
But, I really don't understand.
His words puzzled me.
Ah.. maybe one fine day I will know.
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InDenial, I love you lots.
=D
And i know that there are lots of people who care about me.
So I shall be happy, and contented.
Wu Yue Tian is such a great inspiration.
I love them too.
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CO. Shall work very hard in that field.
He's working hard in rugby.
And I shall have my own direction and things to work hard for too.
Music.
Life is all about music.
It is better than roller coaster.
Much more exciting, and meaningful.
Of cuz, much more beautiful too.
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I feel so loved out of a sudden!
Left`alone
8/28/2006 12:56:00 AM™
27 August 2006
Yeah indeed I am.
Like I have no idea why??
Day started finely but not really that fine after some time.
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Went for co in the morning, and I can proudly say that I am the earliest! Suppose to meet at 8.30am but I reached at 8.05am? Early right! And Boon overslept. Hahhhh.
Duno who ah, say wanna morning call me but end up overslept ah.
Duno who also ah, say got 2 K gonna morning call me but end up only 1 K ah. Haha
But nvm la. Still alright. Met up with kevin and jiajia, and we waited for HS at Eunos.
Then toooot tooot tooot we went to Bukit Gombak.
Teaching was fine ya. Like what I've mentioned above.
Everything went on smoothly.
But till I saw someone smoking la. Damn PISSED i tell you.
Duno who ah, say quit smoking already.
DUNO WHO LOR.
Like wth.
If there's this someone who I duno that he smokes, and suddenly he smokes in front of me, Im fine in accepting it. But not when someone told me that he had quit but end up smoking in front of me, I can't accept it. =x
So deceiving! And I am really PISSED.
Kevin says that my whole face turned black. =.=
And Yes, I did.
Fine la.
whatever..
So the whole bunch of us went to Bugis for Pasta Mania and I only ate 1/4 of my pasta. Headache was like shit la. To think of it, I haven't had any headache since holiday started.
Aw. Im too pissed. That explains why.
Serious. I get headache when Im damn pissed.
AIYA IM TIRED TO ELABORATE WHAT WE DID AFTER THAT LA.
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To shorten this entry, let me summarise.
We played arcade. And Im pissed again when the guys refused to move but stand there to watch some dumb idiots spending their money on stupid try your luck stuff.
They played pool.
Me, Kevin, Boon and Jiajia wandered about in TM and CS.
IM SO FREAKIN SIAN OF TM AND CS ALREADY.
And Im back here.
Blogging about how pissed I am.
Gosh...
Left`alone
8/27/2006 10:19:00 PM™
26 August 2006
Reading books and lazing around; that's what I did today.
Dreaming.
If reality is similar to those described in the love story, where everything was so beautiful and blessed. The guy loved the girl, and the girl loved the guy. They were happy, lovely, sweet; they had everything couples wanted to have.
Nah nah nah. It was only a story. Fictional story.
Fake.
False.
Doesn't exist at all.
In reality.. every single move has its motive behind.
Cruelity.
Selfishness.
Being the world.
I really feel disheartened by everything around me.
Cold, feelingless.
The world is so cruel.
So sorry ya.. I don't feel any warmth anymore.
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You know.
Im planning something big.
=)
Left`alone
8/26/2006 09:25:00 PM™
25 August 2006
“还记得。。。”，这是每一个爱情故事中必要的字眼。
回味着当初的温柔与暧昧，虽然故事已结束，但那一份情感却永远的存在。
那是爱情吗？反复的问，却无法得到答案。
也许是爱得太深，深得怎么忘都无法忘，深得只能把它搁在内心的某角落，
再催眠自己，
把它遗忘。。。
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Went to the library just now while waiting for Kevin, Boon and Kenneth[?] to come. I think he's called kenneth la. whatever.
And I went to browse through the Chinese storybooks that are labelled love story.
Almost every one of them has these 3 words.
还记得; Do you remember.
It just make me wonder.. Is love all about reminiscing the past happiness?
No. I don't think so.
It is "loved", where love only exist in the past.
Maybe it still exist now, but its presence is being denied.
By everyone. Ex-lovers.
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Anyway, Guess wallets are gorgeous! Gonna get one SOON.
When I save up enough.
And I need a new bag. LAH.
So I gotta save save save. Squeeze all my savings out and BOOM, spend them on the bags and wallets.
If I am rich, maybe apparels too. Hahahaa.
Aiya, love. It doesn't matter to me anymore.
Left`alone
8/25/2006 11:55:00 PM™
I had a dream last night; but it was a dream that would never come true.
I dreamt that daryl msged me something saying that he wanna meet me.
It was so vivid, so real, so true and so clear.
So real that I checked my hp the moment I wake up, and was so delighted upon seeing 3 messages received.
There's 3. Maybe one of them is from him.
But no. One from Starhub, one from Haosong, and one from Boon.
Nah. So i realised.
And Im giving up the hope of him msging me ever after.
I hafta screw the idea into my brain.
"He will never msg me ever again.."
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Hah..
Oh and yesterday, Mich and I went to apply for jobs. And I think we applied for around 5??
Gonna try my luck again today.
Gosh Im sick of being transfered around the island.
Shall go for those small small shops.
Ahhhhhh.
Left`alone
8/25/2006 12:03:00 PM™
23 August 2006
Forgive me for saying this.
Guys; they are none other that self-centered freakos.
Maybe not all, but 99.9% of them are.
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Im sickly-tired and tiredly-sick of such people. But so what? They are all around me, surrounding me, cornering me, suffocating me. HELL-Y ass.
When they realise that things aren't going the way they want it to be, they ignore.
They happily ignore, hoping that the things will just disappeared with a poof.
How childish?
And what happens to the girl? She would feel damn bastard-ed by that guy; for treating her just like an object, getting near to her and be so friendly when he wants to but dump her aside like rubbish when he don't want to.
Dump as in ignore!
She still think that he's a great friend to have, but get such treatment.
I seriously despise this kind of guys.
Freaking asshole.
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Aw. Hah. Not as if Im having such problems now.
But just a stern warning for such guys.
DONT LET ME MEET ANY OF YOU.
I"LL MAKE SURE I KICK YOU DAMN FRUAKING ASS!
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Alright.
So i did nothing today.
Stayed at home and rot, and suddenly, all the memories came back again.
Like wth. Shall move out asap. Or else I will drown, and die.
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Din't msg anyone today.
Din't "harass" [maybe that is what he thinks im doing] him at all, for many days.
Din't have a nice day, today.
Can I just knock my head against the wall till I lose all my memories and lead a brand new life with brand new thoughts and brand new memories?
I figured out that there's nothing worth treasuring around me.
Except my friends.
It's not even family or whatever shit.
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I wanna earn as much as possible, and move out of here.
I TELL YOU, I WILL.
Left`alone
8/23/2006 10:50:00 PM™
22 August 2006
Hello Kitty is adorable and classy at the same time.
And I love it.
HEEE.
My HelloKitty pouch just arrived! =D
Nice and pretty.
hahahahahahha
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Oh and I spent quite a lot today on my materials.
40+bucks I think.
Maybe it's because of my previous entry, I am taking revenge by spending money like tap water. Flow flow flow, away away away, gone gone gone.
Hahha.
And I am going to buy myself a bag soon! Tml I think.
Metro's one is out of stock.
Maybe Isetan will have.
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Btw, I shall add more stuff to my wishlist.
Guess stuff are nice ya?? *hint hint*
And my perfume is running low. *hint hint hint*
My school bag looks dangerous. Gonna break anytime. *hint hint hint*
HAHAHAHHA. =x
OPPS.
Left`alone
8/22/2006 11:36:00 PM™
Deep down inside me, I wanna scream straight in your face that MONEY ISNT EVERYTHING!
You may say, without money life is nothing.
You can't even survive; in your grave. Need money to dig one grave ya?
No money, no talk.
Sounds damn it familiar right?
Freak man.
What is the ultimate reason for having a job?? MONEY.
But money isn't everything.
So what if you are fuckin rich but has no loved ones around you to shower you with care and love? You will be just one old haggard woman / man, living a lonely life.
A life without colours and sounds.
Dull, uninteresting, dumb, LIFELESS.
Do you freaking understand all these?
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You can't buy my love for dogs with FUCKING MONEY.
Freak!
I hate it. I hate it hate it hate it.
You sounds like a slave for money.
YOU ARE.
But I am not.
Money is nothing at all; as compare to love.
So JUST KEEP YOUR FUCKING MONEY AWAY.
I can't believe that you actually say that.
FUCK.
Left`alone
8/22/2006 12:32:00 AM™
21 August 2006
I don't know, whether my day was good or bad yesterday.
Everything went smoothly and fine till the end of it.
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Meet up with HS, Jiajia and Richard in the morning to go to HongKah North CC for CO meeting.
Boon and Kevin were already there when we reached.
So we discussed and all, everything ended at around 1plus I think.
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Ate lunch there and went to Simei East Point to slack.
Then off to Boon's house before going to the farms.
Haha.
Boon, Kevin, Jiajia and me walked the wrong way. Quite a distance man. =.=
Anyway, HS bought a puppy. So adorable and cute!!
Aw I swear, I gonna move out when Im rich and have dogs as my companion.
Lol.
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Dinner at 844's coffeeshop with Kevin and Boon.
Saw Daryl there; and he saw us, and I don't know whether he said hi to me or Kevin or both.
But.. I think it's kevin.
Don't think he will wanna say hi to me anyway.
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And I saw this guy, who I can't remember who he is but know that I know him!
Heh.
If im not wrong, he said Hi to me the other time and I was stunned. LOL.
I am very sure that he knows me. Cuz he keep on looking at our direction!
Haha.
But now I think I know who he is.
Daryl's neighbour?
Maybe mmaybe...
Left`alone
8/21/2006 09:24:00 AM™
20 August 2006
All the way frm 2nd hand stuff to hand-made accessories!
If you wanna sell your stuff, can feel free to contact me too.
Hmm, let me show you sneak preview. =x
TAAA-DAAAA!!
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The bracelet above is Memories.
Hey, all these are hand-made by me.
^^*
Prices are negotiable too.
SO DO DROP BY AH.
Heh heh. I will wait for you to come.
Booooo~!!
Seeya!!
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Oh and I feel very old right now. Salonpas all over me. =x
OLD ALEADY LA.
Left`alone
8/20/2006 01:40:00 AM™
19 August 2006
WOooo.
My legs hurt; from all the walking today.
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Went to South Bridge Road to source for the raw materials for my jewellery-making and I end up spending 30+bucks. Hahaha. That's a lot yeah.
I just gotten my allowance, so i feel rich. =x
Then walked around TM and CS alone while waiting for MaRui to come. Having dinner with her at LJS. Hahah.
At last i got to eat that.
Surprisingly, I went job hunting alone! But couldn't find any nice jobs.
Damn. Most of the outlets are looking for applicants above 18.
AND I AM ONLY 17!
Feel so young, yet so old!
Old cuz my legs hurt like shit now. =.=
GOSH GOSH GOSH.
Im tired.
Shall blog more often next time.
As in, NEXT TIME. Not now.
HAaahahaaaa
Left`alone
8/19/2006 12:11:00 AM™
18 August 2006
I went jogging again, today. =)
And made many many pairs of earrings.
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Ben asked me to blog, but i have nothing much to blog about.
So hey, that's all. Is it alright??
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So sorry.
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Gosh. Good luck for your exams.
Life doesn't really sucks that much if you look on the other side.
As in, the brighter side.
I miss you.
Left`alone
8/18/2006 12:59:00 AM™
16 August 2006
You know what?!!?!?!?!?!
MISS VICKII HERE IS GOING TO JOG LATER. =D
And she plans to jog everyday.
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=D
Let's hope that she keep to this.
BLAAAAAAA.
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I did nothing today! Sleep sleep and sleep.
Went to improvise the design of the poster for CO but found out that the original one is much more better. So hey, tell me if you wanna have a look at it.
Greenny greenny green.
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Life is a mistake if you forsake music.
I gonna do some composing this holiday.
Find a job too.
Find a meaning.
Find a great life.
I love it.
=)
Left`alone
8/16/2006 07:22:00 PM™
15 August 2006
Thanks Zox. I shall take control, and not let history repeats itself.
I will, will will will.
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Din't expect you to tag.
Was surprised to see it, but I am really happy and happy.
You brighten up my day! Indeed.
Really.. Aw. I have no idea how am I suppose to describe this special feeling.
Hey, gimme a call when you're free. Will you?
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Had MIDI test today and I crapped all the way.
There was this question where we had to name the type of wave that is being played. 4 sub questions in all, and I have 2 answers only.
Pulse or sawtooth. Haha.
a. sawtooth
b. sawtooth
c. pulse
d. sawtooth!
At least there's one that is correct, I HOPE. =D
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Went home after that, and it was raining cats and dogs.
What a day.
Left`alone
8/15/2006 09:28:00 PM™
14 August 2006
Test for KEYS. I did quite okay except for sight reading.
Waited for Aimran to complete his MIDI and we went to PS to watch Click.
Nice show I can say. Touching, heart-warming, interesting.
But it makes me wonder too.
Hard to say.
AHHHH. I AM KINDA TIRED TO BLOG NOW. SUCKY FEEL.
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I wonder, love.
Friends, family members, lover, pets, objects, sights, feelings.
Im afraid of getting into relationship, the fear of things ending the wrong way and the fear of not being able to stop history from repeating itself.
Getting in and out of relationships and recover soon enough to start another isn't something that I can handle.
Look. Couples here and there; every little corners.
Do you think that they are blessed and happy with whatever they have now?
Nobody can gimme an answer.
Yes, maybe.
No, maybe.
So what is the answer?? Maybe.
I hope that there is someone who can give me a hug when Im down, provide me with comfort when I feel blue, love me the way I love to be loved, lend me a shoulder when I need one, brighten up my dull day with entics and most importantly, end my day the right way.
Aw.
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This damn entry is damn random. Damn short and damn boring. No choice. I am damn bored too. Damn emo now. Damn bad mood. Damn everything, I damn here and damn there.
Damn you I need a damn hug.
Damn comfort, to tame the damn lost.
Left`alone
8/14/2006 09:52:00 PM™
13 August 2006
Phew, finally Im back at home.
Went to Kaiboon's house at 8+pm yesterday with Haosong cuz all of us were damn bored at home.
At first they plan to play mahjong for the whole night, but it turned out that some din't appear.
Hah. Luckily Richard came after much persuasion, or else we would be bored till death.
Guess what we did?
We went out to have a walk while the guys called their friends and see whether anyone was able to come down. But it appeared that none of them were able to make it.
So bored and disappointing la.
So we went back to KaiBoon's house to play monopoly.
Kinda fun. KB was the overall winner while HS and me were big time losers! Both of us owed him at least 1k in each game; we played 2 rounds btw.
Oh, and Richard came when we're half way through round 1.
Then they played Mahjong after Monopoly and because I din't know how to play, I end up watching. Kinda funny though.
Richard was the overall winner I guess. Haha. Know why? Cause Im beside him what~!
HAHAHA.
They played till 4plus. And we decided to catch some sleep before going to CO.
Damn HaoSong went straight to the sofa and sleep.
Poor me and Richard gotta sleep on the floor. =.=''
KB went to use the computer if im not wrong.
Woo. HS actually speak in his dream. Too bad I didn't manage to figure out what he was talking. Haha. Scare me though. Thought he talking to some invisible people.
Haah.
I fell asleep soon i guess; was kinda tired. First time sleeping on floor. Hahaa.
When I woke up, I saw KB sleeping on the floor. =.=
Like wth?? It's his house with his comfy bed and he choose to sleep on the floor? o.0
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Planned to go back home and have a bath before heading to CO, but Im too tired and there wasn't enough time for me to do so.
Argh. So no choice but to borrow a tee from KB and change into it, and I borrowed Richard's toothbrush. Heh. No choice. I can die without brushing my teeth. =x
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I walked like zombie for the whole day, and I do look like one now.
There's KEYS test tomorrow and I haven't practise. GOSH.
And movie with Aimran tml. =D
Click click click!
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Are you sure?
Left`alone
8/13/2006 09:14:00 PM™
12 August 2006
Hey! Miss me, anyone??
Fine.
So many happenings! That's why I din't update much.
Basically, I reach home at around midnight for the last 2 days; so worned out and sleepy. So I decided to blog on other days, which is today. =D
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Yesterday was Kevin's birthday, and I went to celebrate it with him and friends.
There were Kaiboon, Haosong, Yanying and her bf, Vick and his girl, auntie, Kevin and his sweetheart *opps*, and me. Wah see all the couples. *.*
We went to a restaurant near Kallang station and had our dinner there. Something that surprised me was that Vick is quite a good drinker!
Then the whole bunch of us walked to Geylang to eat tau huay. Hahaha. Cold cold tau huay, my favourite. Actually it was the soybean milk that was cold; we added it in.
NICE LAH. But the journey there wasn't that great.
You know why right.
Gosh by the time I reach home, it was already 11+++++pm.
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So for Friday, I had my theory test. Can pass, but Im not sure whether I still can get my B.
Shall wait and see! I din't study for it, so wasn't hoping for good grades too.
Went to meet Haosong at Esplanade library after that to find scores and stuff.
So crowded la.
All because of the Fireworks Festival. Don't get me wrong. The Fireworks Festival is nice! But maybe the crowd aint. Like a little 'kiasu' ah.
The fireworks starts at 9 and the crowd is there at 7? wooo.
Then after that, we walked to Marina Sq, hoping to have dinner there but it's freaking crowded.
Mac had a damn long queue that almost reach the entrance. My first time seeing Mac being so popular.
No choice. We walked to Suntec and had Crystal Jade.
OMG. The dishes there are overpriced!
Let me show you.
You guess, how much does this plate of roasted 'quack quack' cost?
Be ambitious!!
What's your answer?
A: Errrr... 2bucks?
B: Hmmm... I think it's 3.50.
C: I shall be ambitious. Maybe 8??
Woooooo!! *Drum roll!!*
The magic number is 11! IT COST DAMN 11 SING DOLLAR!! *If I din't remember wrongly.*
Hahahha. wtf la right.
But the mango pudding there is nice, and I love it.
Total bill for dinner: $57? Around there.
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Then we went to have a walk at the memorial park or whatever, the one that have something to do with Japanese Occupation.
Funny me banged into something again!
So dumb la. I accidentally knocked my hand into those road-sign-look-alike that is used to indicate that there's construction going on. You know those big big triangular thingy that is made of solid metal? YES. I knocked my hand into it. And there's a loud bang, as if the sign dropped down or what, and the passers-by turned to have a look. =.=''
Oppsie. =x Not my fault la. The damn side of the sign is jagging out! What a hazard.
Pain okay!
Gosh, I reached home at around 12midnight yesterday.
What what what what what what what a day...
Left`alone
8/12/2006 11:35:00 AM™
10 August 2006
National Day was super boring for me.
Went out to borrow ZhongRuan from Samantha in the morning, then to meet my parents for a 'shopping' trip in supermarket.
That's practically all that I've done.
So I slacked at home.
Richard msged me asking me out to accompany him to get some stuff, but later pangSEH-ed me saying that he would be going with his mum instead. It's alright though; I feel kinda weird with him now. Like, hard to explain. You know you know.
We should keep a distance.
At first, I msged Suheng asking whether he's free to accompany me. But he said that he would be celebrating his friend's birthday. Maybe today is not my day la.
I end up mopping the floor of my room.
But, butbutbutbutbut!!
He later msged me saying that he's not going and would be at TM with his friends. So he asked whether I wanna go too. Of cause, I agreed. =D
Though I didn't know who his friends were, but Im too glad to be able to go out. Haha
How funny.
His tee design is the same as mine. =.=
So he say I 'copycat', and I say that he's the 'cat' then.
Heh.
Went to watch 'My Super Ex-girlfriend' with them; as in Suheng and Weiliang I think.
Kinda nice.
Then we shared a cab home.
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Really gotta thank you a lot, for ending my day the right way.
Without it, I bet I will be sulking about how bad life is.
But now, I find my life beautiful. =)
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I shall make a trip down Bugis and buy something zen to put in my room.
Shall do something spiritual. =x
I love it... Yes, love.
Left`alone
8/10/2006 12:01:00 AM™
08 August 2006
I din't complete anything today; besides the poster for CO.
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I feel like having a walk just now, the night is too beautiful.
But I just couldn't find someone to accompany me.
How saddening life can be?
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Get lost..
星
为何美丽的夜空 弥漫寂寞的星光
它是那么灿烂 却也那么悲伤
一闪一闪的发亮 一点一滴的泪光
述说它的遗憾 和它的过往
不知 该如何补偿
只能把过往慢慢的遗忘
未来 它该往哪儿呀
辽阔的天际与它作伴
从今以后 它不再寂寞
放下沉重 的那一片天空
不再拥有 也不会再拥有
跨过那夜空 走进明媚的白云中
从今以后 它不再悲伤
失去所有 却得到了自由
新的生活 有着新的感受
蓝天白云中 你会看见那颗星星 在闪烁
谁说星空 只有黑夜能拥有
Left`alone
8/08/2006 10:06:00 PM™
07 August 2006
1) ET was like hell. And I seriously think that Jimmy doesn't like me. He kept on emphasizing on showing mercy and how stuborn I am to refuses to sing loudly.
GRRRRR. Im fumed, i tell you.
Next lesson, which is in term3, I GONNA SHOUT EVERYTHING IN PITCH I TELL YOU.
hahahahhaha. Try me.
2) I failed Jap's oral. All because my lecturer was speaking at the speed of light and I was too tired to really think what she's trying to ask. Hey I tried paying attention okay. Asked her to repeat like twice or trice. But nvm. I can pass my written exam. No sweat!
3) Ya 3. Twice in the train and once in the bus. o.0? Im stating the number of times I almost fall down. Heh. Can't blame me. No matter how hard I try, train ride always become my day-dream-cum-stoning time. And I have no idea why I can't seem to keep my balance on the train.
4) This ain't anything wrong, but surprising instead. Hahaha. I saw SuHeng in the interchange. He's on his way to camp and Im on my way home. Such a coincidence! Was kinda glad to see him. You know why? Cuz I had a bad day. Read reason 1 and 2, and you'll know. I was wondering where I should go cuz I didn't feel like heading home. I was hoping to bump into someone I know and at least there's someone to accompany me. Too bad he gotta go back to camp. But at least, I saw someone I know, and he accompanied me for 1 minute?
5) The getai at my house downstair is so.. noisy. =x
6) SP keep on stealing my holidays!! First was youth day and now, post-national day!! GRR.
Ahh. That's all. FOR TODAY ONLY.
So much and so happening. =.=
Left`alone
8/07/2006 09:09:00 PM™
06 August 2006
I woke up early today, and was ONLY 10 minutes late.
Hey, I was the earliest you know!
hahaha.
Anyway, went all the way to Bukit Gombak again for CO with the guys. HaoSong, Richard and Kaiboon.
Like so funny; boarding and alighting the train. =.=
CO was alright. Taught the ruan, but feel kinda weird. I play the pipa and end up teaching the ruan. Too bad la. They don't have any pipa over there. Stupid HaoSong went around interupting the different sections.
You know what he did??
Me: 1.. 2.. 3.. [counting the beat and get them to start on the forth count]
HS: Come let me listen to this and this part.
Me: =.=''
After lunch, Richard and I cabbed back to Tampines, and HS and Kaiboon took the train. Richard had rehearsal at Tampines and HS had lessons at NAFA.
OMG.
CAB.
Imagine taking a car ride from the West to the East. The other time i took from Suntec back home and I was car sick. This time, hahaa. Worse still. But luckily nothing happened.
Then when I reach home, that HS called me, saying that he was at TM with Boon and Kevin. Like wth?? Thought he say he got lesson but end up playing arcade at TM.
So I went to meet them and we did many stupid and funny stuff.
We went Toys'r'us and played with the toys.
We went Century Sq and walked in circles.
We went Metro and HS and Boon had a public performance there.
Like soooooooo DUH!
Metro toys department has the keyboards for sale. Then HS and Boon went to play them, from those CO songs to whatever songs. Having nothing to do, and feeling so weird, Kevin and I went to walk around the 'cookery' department, examing the knives and woks. After walking a BIG round, they were still 'performing'. Hah. And the promoter kept staring at them.
Had dinner at DingTaiFung. I seriously think that we're blacklisted over there.
We took damn long to take our precious order. Haha. I think it's more than 30 mins.
The guys are really ginger eater. The four of us finished 18 small servings of ginger. You know those small plates where DTF serves their ginger? Ya. 18 of them, four of us.
Richard came over after his rehearsal. And the 5 of us discussed about the performance in Dec.
Aiya, we sat there for damn long la.
Walked around the area for some time, and continued laughing like crazy people.
I had fun today. =D
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There's ET and JAP test tml. Someone bless me please!
And hmmm, Thurs is Kevin's birthday, Friday is theory test. And HOLIDAY!
Left`alone
8/06/2006 09:51:00 PM™
03 August 2006
Sometimes, I really find the giving away of CCA points a little ridiculous.
Blood Donation Drive.
You donate blood, you get points. Like wth? This will only encourage people to donate, not because of charity or kind deed, but CCA points. They do it for the sake of CCA points DUH!
Aids Talk.
You attend the talk, you get CCA points. So of cause, people attend all for the sake of CCA points again, not as if they wanna know more about Aids and get themselves horrified of unprotected sex.
Some whatever-thingy meeting.
You go there, attend the meeting even though you're not concerned with it. Wait, you are. Cause there's CCA points! And you LOVE CCA points. So it somehow concerns you. Yes. So those who attended the meeting are there for CCA points, once again.
Now, I saw this in my SP acc's email.
Wilbur Pan is going to hold a concert in SP!
YELL PLEASE! Wooo~ And they are giving away free tickets!!
*Jaw drop*
Hey, even if you're not Wilbur Pan's fan or doesn't listen to his music at all, don't think that it doesn't concern you.
CAUSE THEY'RE GIVING AWAY CCA POINTS TOO.
o.0
If you are Wilbur Pan's fan, then you must be overjoyed. Reason being you get to watch him in person and listen to his wonderful songs, and get CCA points at the same time.
Isn't that great?
May I ask you, where the hell on Earth will there be such a nice 'offer'?
Gosh, shouldn't CCA points be given in CCA? That is why it is called CCA points, right?
But no matter how hard I try, I couldn't figure out what has Blood donation, aids talk, whatever meeting and WILBUR PAN's CONCERT gotta do with CCA.
Enlighten me, anyone?
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No wonder Ian told me that CCA is nothing in SP. You just attend this and attend that, your CCA can get grade A.
Now i know why.
Left`alone
8/03/2006 10:21:00 PM™
Oh well, this whole entry is for you.
I know, that you 'don't mind' being friends with me. I put it with inverted commas cause you said it yourself, and I din't place any words into your mouth.
But i think that you don't mean what you say; maybe you just said that to make me go away.
If that's the case, kindly just tell me.
It will be much better than now. Get what I mean?
It will be much better than replying an 'oh' as an answer for a mere casual question.
I really don't get it. Friends? No? Yes? I believe that you won't reply that to a friend.
Why. Why can't we have a nice chat? Why can't we have a nice chat anymore?
Is it because you are afraid that I will cause disruptions in your life?
Or you are afraid that I will harass you?
Maybe, you're afraid of me.
Maybe, you hate me?
Just tell me.
I wish to hear the truth..
TELL ME.......
Left`alone
8/03/2006 09:47:00 PM™
01 August 2006
My REMT assignment 1 got a grade that is C.
Arghh! Cuz its level is low. =.=''
Omg, like I purposely put it low? Haha. I did a soundscape on library and isn't library suppose to be a lil quiet? Like wth la. I feel so DUMB now. And REMT test wasn't that good too, at least I think that I won't score at all. The most pass.
I think i think i think, I gonna fail remt.. =(
I am officially depressed again!!
hahaha. wth wth wth.
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ET test coming. And it sucks cuz i sucks at ET.
Seee! So depressing!
Maths test tml, and I still couldn't figure out where the hell I got wrong.
See again!
=(
So bad bad bad.
aaaaaaaaarghh.
Stop reading this. You'll get influenced.
Damn it.
Can i just cry out loud?
Left`alone
8/01/2006 09:54:00 PM™
The bracelet above is Memories.
